Loving Moo Plus 2: The Absence of You

I look at you and marvel at your beauty. I think, "look how cute you are with your leg crossed that way. Just like a big girl would do. How lady like you've become." In all my awe and glory, in a split second I am reminded how young you are. It's morning drop off time again and my heart begins to sink. I want to stop time, I want to make all of the sadness disappear. Though you my girl have no idea that I'm feeling this way.

I can see it in your eyes the excitement of what the day will bring you. Your ibuprofen has kicked in and hopefully whatever ailed you this morning has quickly dissipated. Oh how I wish it were that easy for me. You will more than likely have a great day. I'm sure those seizures will creep up on you from time to time today and you might wonder what just happened. You may even wonder where I am. Rest assured I am with you. Because my sweet Moo, you were special before you ever entered this world and have had my heart from the moment I conceived you. I will always feel an absence for you when you are not in my presence but your are strong. You are my hero. Keep on being strong my love, because it is thru you that I have strength!

May God guide you and help you when I can not. May you always know how loved you are. And that there are people everywhere who love you and are watching out for you. Knowing this, is the only comfort I have. Until you are in my presence again.

I love you Moo!

The Absence of You

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